Friday, December 30, 2011

Saying HELLO to 2012 ~

We're all set for the new year, aren't we? [Does anyone notice time passes so quickly now??] A whole year has passed, sheesh ! Here I am, going through the tedious task of making a new year's resolution once more. Following or not following is another matter, having an over-ambitious list is a debate.. But hey, haven't you heard em say: reach for the stars!

 LIVE it!! I want too start doing things I want to do rather than doing only the things that I should be doing. I don't want regrets of living an unlived life. This is my gift, there's a reason I'm here and no one can understand that reason better than me. I'm going to be good to myself and I'm going to share what I have in me.

Lose weight: I intend to lose weight. I hate it when my old clothes don't fit and I hate the whole feeling of being lazy. I love the feeling of breathing clear and healthy, of being up and running on my toes practically the entire time I'm awake. I love salads and greens and every thing healthy. I love drinking lots and lots of water and see it clear me inside out. This year, I plan to be healthy again. My insanely continuous sweet diets have to stop!
[Yea, I look like that lazy kitty right now!]  :p
 
 Take the leap! I think I should be some place else, doing something else, something far better with my life...True, monetary aspects can't be ignored; but I'm beginning to think I have to take a leap sometime.
Why not NOW? What am I waiting for?
 
 
Sleep! I want to get plenty of sleep. Yes.
Period.
:P
Helping out! What's a life worth living, if it's not for the people around you? Thankfully, I'm surrounded by many people who share the same feelings for the poor and the weak, people in my family, friends and at my workplace. They are an inspiration. This time around I want to be part of them and inspire someone else! :)
 
Remaining Positive! I'll make an effort to be more positive.Every day that I write here about positivity is like a lesson for me too.  Focus, ambition, devotion... I'm looking towards an all new me. At least I want to give it a shot. 
Family First! I want to be a better person for my family. I wanna take the phone and call up all those friends that I lost touch with. Everything feels more wonderful when you've got people to share it with. I wanna work on relationships this year and take them more seriously. There might have been times I've seemed careless or indifferent, but really... I'm not. I'm gonna make up for all that.
 
 Being ME! Most importantly, I wanna be me.I've tried everything it takes and learnt you get tired once in a while: I don't fake it. I don't like faking it. I don't want to fake it. The people who really love me will love me anyway. 
It takes courage being yourself.

 
Here's to a wonderful New year ...
and a warm adieu to the old ..

Happy New Year!
*smiles*

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Because the time is gOne ·٠•● Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ


Dear Friend, Stranger, the Once-Upon-A-Soul-Mate.


Because every day wasn't my fault. Because I tried; I really tried.....
Because you couldn't see me. Because you didn't let me see you as you were; with all the goodness and all the flaws.....
Because I was going crazy. Because we had no end together. Because you owed me a better version of yourself. Because I deserved something better from you.
Time's up....... I don't have time left for you. 


Farewell.


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