“My wish isn't to mean everything to everyone but something to someone.”

Current mood: WISHFUL

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday.....
To the sound of your voice in my ear
The warmth of your lips on my lips,
The touch of your fingers on my skin,
And the feel of your heart beating next to mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
With anyone other than you.
You will always be the one,
The one I make my wish for...
If i could have just one wish...
That wish would be ....
YOU

HOPE -- objects in d rear view mirror r closer than they appear !!

Current mood: hopeful

I have realised that it takes a lot of courage to be different......
to have your own beliefs and voice em.
to build your own dreams and live em........
Being yourself is the only way to let others really know you.
Only if they really know you ...
will they be able to
LOVE YOU !

Lost in thought .......

Current mood: thoughtful

As we grow up,
we learn that even the one person
that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will...
You will have your heart broken
probably more than once
and it's harder every time......
You'll break hearts too,
so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.....
You'll cry
because time is passing too fast,
and
you'll eventually lose someone
you love.
So take as many pictures as you can,
laugh every opportunity you get,
and
love like you've never been hurt ....
because every sixty seconds you spend upset
is a minute
of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end,
live your life and treasure every moment of it ....

FORGIVENESS ....Whats it for?

I have had a very trying week, full of discovering different levels of deception, my mind, and heart, have been so consumed with these 'things' that have happened, that I haven't been able to think clearly or even have a moment of peace. I have been battling it out in my mind, whether I forgive , or simply move on and remain bitter.

. . If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa

FORGIVENESS ....Whats it for?

So i asked myself: "Am I willing to waste my energy further on this matter?" the answer was "No," then that's it! All is forgiven.

Then i realised that forgiveness is an act of the imagination. It dared me to imagine a better future, one that is based on the blessed possibility that my hurt will not be the final word on the matter. It challenged me to give up my destructive thoughts about the situation and to believe in the possibility of a better future.I suddenly felt confident that I could survive the pain and grow from it.

There is nothing so bad that cannot be forgiven. Nothing!

"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong."--Mahatma Gandhi

The hurts won't heal until I forgive! I realised that constantly reliving my wounded feelings only gives the person who caused me pain power over me. Instead of mentally replaying my hurt, it helps to focus my energy on the healing, not the hurt!

Forgiveness is a journey. I may never forget AND I choose to forgive. I can forgive and tomorrow I may feel the pain all over again. As life goes on and I choose to remember and feel the pain, then is the time to once again remember that I have already forgiven. Mentally forgive again if necessary, then move forward. When we allow it, time can dull the vividness of the memory of the hurt; the memory will eventually fade.

I am reminding myself that we are only human. Sometimes people do and say hurtful things. It is important to focus on what you have done to learn from the experience.

For me the only upside of all the anger is the person I have become.someone that wakes up and realizes I am not afraid of the journey. Someone that knows that the truth, is at best, a partially told story. That anger, like growth, comes in spurts and sits and in it's wake leaves a new chance of acceptance and the promise of calm....

Forgiveness works! It is often difficult, AND it works!

So yeah !I choose not to be angry anymore... I am taking the first step.My eyes closed, taking a deep breath in and then breath out ....feeling the weight literally lifted from my shoulders.

. . Love is an act of endless forgiveness. - Peter Ustinov