MemOries forgOtten ~

I genuinely believe my life is made up of millions of tiny memories I gathered all the way from my childhood. No matter where I am, no matter what I do, the 'hows' and 'whys' of my life will always shape up according to what these memories and experiences have made of me. I'm happy and deeply grateful to God for giving me the kind of life that will always keep me searching for the positive perspective in anything.

Remember how as a child, you were fond of little things? You had no greedy desires, no ambition big enough to tire you from life. Your dreams were simple dreams. You clearly knew who you wanted to be when you grow up. I want to be a teacher, a doctor, a pilot... There were no strings attached. It was as simple as that! You found pleasure in little things, things so small you're always overlooking them now.


Sad you forgot how the rain maddened you with happiness, sad how you stopped feeling the wind just because it will spoil your new hair do, you forgot how you used to believe in fairy tales. You forgot how you loved to draw with your finger every time the window glass was hazed with cold in those chilly December nights. Do you remember how fun it was to play in the soil? Build sand castles? Why have you stopped doing it? Just because it will spoil your clothes or make you dirty? *smiles*
I owe many of my dreams to those surreal fairy tales I read as a kid, because they taught me miracles can indeed happen... to ordinary people like us. Somewhere in my heart, I still believe in fairy tales and magic and miracles; may be they won't ever happen, but they will keep me going.

We all need a belief to place our faith in. It works as a sanctuary for our tired and beaten hearts. My heart is a glowing candle as long it has faith. When I stop believing, I cease to own that light.

Look inside yourself. See what your childhood innocence has taught you. We were closer to God back then, and we all were simpler beings. When we prayed, our hearts shone with delight because we completely believed somebody was listening.


NOw pLaying : Everybody Hurts | REM

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on
Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes...

CHOice ~

I would give the whole world for it if that's what it takes.

But please don't ever make me an entry off your to~do list ...

I will never want to be a duty .

I want to be the choice you make when you have all the options in the world !!

Mood : HopefuL

Now Playing : No One | Alicia Keys

No one, no one, no one

Can get in the way of what I'm feeling......

Fairy Tales ...Or Faries faiL !!??

Fairy tale... I think not. We've all heard the story of Cinderella and Snow White and maybe even Sleeping Beauty. Each story leaves us with the hope that we will one day find Prince Charming or his brother or maybe even his closely related cousin. What the fairy tales don't tell us is that they're not real.

Try this picture on for size, I don't really have the best luck with...ANYTHING...so I feel if I were to stand at the front of a ship I would be there just to block the birds from hitting the person behind me.

Ladies have you ever found a guy that you thought was PERFECT; the guy you want to spend the rest of your life with?

So you found this guy, and you swear he is the replicant of a Greek god. I mean ladies come on this guy is H-O-T hot, he treats you like a princess and just to top it all off he has a rock hard butt....

WARNING : they do what they need to hook ya but once you think your with the next prince charming he flips on ya!

We have to watch out for the bad frogs....with my luck I found a toad...guess I got to keep trying!.... dam the overwhelming amount of frogs out there!....We just got to keep believing the fairytale despite everything!

I know that fairy tales aren't real and I know that everyone will find their own Prince Charming, but watch out for the bad frogs; and if you happen to stand at the front of a boat in Titanic style remember to duck if you see a bird coming your way!

Letter ill never send !!

Dear God,

It's like one of those times when You push me in a tight corner and I become a grumpy kid throwing tantrums and being unreasonable. I'm a little short on common sense (of course You know that!) and so I take time in getting the drift. I want to thank you for the immense courage You put in me every now and then. Well, You often do it a tad bit late but I don't mind. No sirree! Every one has a point up to which they can handle stuff. So You made mine farther more away than the rest, I find that awesome. That's so like my mama by the way, and it feels great You gave me some of her streaks.

I'm sorry for all those times I thought You weren't looking my way, like I said, I'm a little short on the brain cells. You made me a person of heart, I think, I feel, I live from the heart. I thank you for all that too. But most important of all, You showed me uncertainty and fear and then You taught me to put it all in Your hands. I feel assured now, like someone has placed a kind, healing hand on my disturbed, beating heart; it gives me a sense of calmness that spreads everywhere inside me. You bring me back every time and I know You love me better than anyone else does!

- A humble human.

FAITH ~!

MOOD : WhimsicaL

nOW pLayinG : somewhere over the rainbOw | Eric CLaptOn

Somewhere over the rainbow

Way up high,

There's a land that I heard of

Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Skies are blue,

And the dreams that you dare to dream

Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star

And wake up where the clouds are far

Behind me.

Where troubles melt like lemon drops

Away above the chimney tops

That's where you'll find me......

Sunday ScribbLings !!!

When I was a kid, I couldn't wait to grow up to discover the one big happiness that will make it all worth it. To me, that point would be the climax of my life. It would complete me in the sense that would be the thing I will be striving for as I grow. My parents would be proud of me on founding my purpose. I imagined it to be an award, presented with an audience cheering for me. I always imagined myself taking it as a trophy or something, my parents watching me with intent eyes, swelling with pride as the world recognized whatever the good I had bestowed on mankind! Absurd, I know.

I grew up and so did my silly notions. I found life is a journey; not the one that revolves around a single moment of happiness, but a journey filled with countless such tiny moments.

They say your attitude determines your altitude. You can either sit and wait for that one big moment of glory, or you can find happiness in every tiny moment and appreciate it.

Happiness is a state of mind. It doesn't come looking for you. You have to open yourself to it. Think big!

Have a beautiful life!

What comes to your mind when I say "big"?

I hope you have an eventful week ahead!

Loads of huGGies n Kichus ~~~

....How big can it get ???

As a kid, the biggest thing there ever was for me, was a plane. Yes, an airlines plane. I related to it every time I explained how huge something was, or exactly how much I felt for someone or something. I used to tell my mom over and over how much I loved her, 'How much?' she used to ask fondly, 'Ummm... as big as an aeroplane!' I used to say making a heart shape and smiling. For quite some time, the aeroplane phenomenon charmed me as the greatest invention from mankind. But as I grew up and my horizons expanded, I learnt that where this world was full of far more intriguing things because of how big they were, yet the magnanimity of emotions were expressed at their best when found unawares in small things and brief, priceless moments.

Yes we are made for bigger things, bigger dreams, bigger glory. All of that is achievable if we are connected to the child within. Sometimes, just your innocence will do. Sometimes, you think you know someone for long, till the time you catch that one glance, that one look that answers so many questions at the same time. You suddenly realize why you're here with them. Something as small as a moment...

And when people I Love asks me how much I love them, I find no better way of expression than to fondly tell them, '... with a heart as big as an aero plane !'

<3

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

- Marianne Williamson

Wish you were Here ......

MOOD : WishfuL

NOW PLaying : Wish you were Here | Pink FLoyd

How I wish, how I wish you were here.

We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,

Running over the same old ground.

What have you found? The same old fears.

Wish you were here.

I wish this song had no meaning to me. I wish it wouldnt move me everytime. But it never fails, because not everyones here. People say that when they hear this song they think of everyone that they've lost throughout their life, but I dont buy that. I think that if this song really has a meaning to you, that when you hear it you think of just one person. This song is too personal to apply it to every1 you miss.

Note to seLF - I BeLieve ~~~~~

Life gets crazy and sometimes it feels like nothing you can do will prevent it from getting worse. I maintain that nothing can ever harm you when you stand by what you believe in. It's up to you to choose being the person you are or go down with the flow. Surround yourself with good people and you will start seeing the goodness in life even when apparently there is none. Today, when so much is expected of me, so much so that I can lose myself any moment, I fairly believe that I will come out.... Because it's only me who can choose to be the person I am!





I believe in being myself. You don’t need to be anyone else but you, you are an original and no one can fill your shoes better than you. Don’t be someone you’re not just because they want you to be someone different. Never underestimate yourself! The problems you have in life are given to you because it is only you who can tackle them. In you, lies a wonder. Obstacles are just a small part of God’s bigger plan for your life to make you the gem you are destined to be one day. Smile, the best is yet to come!


I believe in love! You will have your perfect fairy tale one day. You are given the wrong ones first just so you understand the value of the one who’s worth it all! I’m in love with babies and everything cute. I love it when it rains you can be a child all over again. I love the way God paints a new morning every day. I love the way my life is right now. I don’t care how crazy or messy it is!

I believe in dreams. Dreams are one thing they can't take away from me! I dream about being famous ,happy and having a family of my own and when I have all that, you'll see me shine like no other! It's just a matter of time because I'm a survivor.

I believe that you get set backs in life because it is God's way of bringing out the best in you. You meet bad people in life so that you can learn a thing or two from them. They teach you to be on your guard and to be in a present state of mind always. So be thankful for the good times and the bad, the good people who showered you with love and the bad people who taught you how to protect yourself.

I believe in innocence. It's your greatest asset and you're beautiful just the way you are. Know the beauty within you, respect it and then own it. Trust me, there's no one like you!

What do you believe in?

I dont miSS YOu ....... I miSS the PersOn I thawt You were !!

Now Playing : Grenade | BrunO Mars

Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, you did

To give me all your love is all I ever asked,

Cause what you don't understand is

I’d catch a grenade for ya ...................

Throw my hand on a blade for ya ........................

I’d jump in front of a train for ya .....................

You know I'd do anything for ya ..........................

I would go through all this pain,

Take a bullet straight through my brain,

Yes, I would die for ya baby;

But you won't do the same....