BREAKAWAY ..........

walking on sunshine.....

I persuaded myself to walk further. The corridor seemed endless. I hadn’t a clue where I was heading, but I knew something at the end of that tunnel invited me. It was a fine stream of light, the one that could only come from something as brilliant as warm sunshine.

My path had been a difficult one. When I started this journey, it was a dark, lonely one. I remember their kind whispers, the loving support… those words they said over and over so they may reach my almost dead heart. They had reached me… how else would I have found the courage to start this journey into the unknown?

Bitter-sweet moments; they didn’t make me cry anymore. I remember everything that had happened. Etched on my heart were secrets untold, and upon revealing, you’d see the person in an entirely new perspective. Memories flashed before my eyes; days of innocent love, sleepless nights filled with strange voids. I remembered certain, strange warmth… I remembered being protected, the magic, the aura… I danced in pure happiness. I remember fears and I remember pushing them aside. I stop. They start hurting again, i mean ... those lovely memories… the lonesome moments here with myself again.

I finally see light at the end of this tunnel and I can tell by the look of it that it’s pure, warm sunshine. I hear their whispers in my ears, the notes of support they chanted to me when getting up and starting was the hardest thing to do. Aimless though it was, I now discover it’s only the beginning that demands most of our courage. Their words echo and I can feel their happiness. I have finally found the light that will show me where I’m heading. I have no regrets… what we had is gone. The moments that made me cry now only bring happiness. I’m happy because it happened. I bring my hand to my heart, whisper my gratitude to the ones who had my back, telling me they’ll catch me if I fall. My friends, my well wishers, my loved ones… I have come to the light. The tears only made me stronger and I kept your words close to my heart.

This is the end and I already know I have arrived to a new beginning. It’s a wonderful sight. I can see the sun shining, I see the world smiling back at me. I feel loved. Yes, this is my destiny.I’m here and I’m back. The love, the care, the affection… it brought the warm sunshine in me back.

I’ll shine!

Now PLaying :Breakaway | KeLLy CLarkson

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Only FOOLS.. fall in LoVE and, i guess i'm one of em !!

Dear LOVE ,

You're kind of a big SissY !! You complicate things , you make happy people unhappy and you act like a total bitch at times.

But this world won't be a lovelier place without you so you get away with everything ....

How do you do it ???

Good Show !!!
Blaze.

Now PLaying : I'd Love you to want me | LobO

Baby, I'd love you to want me
The way that I want you
The way that it should be
Baby, you'd love me to want you
The way that I want to
If you'd only let it be.

Is Heaven far awaY ???

Sometimes I just wish I had God's cell phone number to get to him directly ...

"Hey God, it's me. It's a lovely day out here you know. I wonder where You get all the amazing ideas from." Or may be something like, "Just this morning I woke up at day break and I had to say You're one amazing painter! I just loved all the shades and the art work!" 

Of course God would be used to all the praise and any thing you say won't ever be new. Everything you say, he'd already know. 

Ah well, that's just a random thought. I'm back after a break from God knows where [groan!] I need, like, a long vacation from everything that seems to pull me into a monotonous, repetitive routine. I feel like there's something up in my mind but I can't put my finger on it; too many actually. And as I go through my phone book for the hundredth time, I so wish I had God's number.That would be an easy way out to find out where all of this is leading to, and who gives up first: me or them? 

The best part about all this already-best-in-every-way convo is that God would really know me, really, really know me; in all my ugliness and in all my beauty. I won't have to hide a thing. 

I'll leave you with a positive thought nevertheless...

Often we stand at life's crossroads and view what we think is the end, But GOD has much bigger vision and he tells us ...

"Relax, its just a bend. Not the end."