Yo, so what's up with this whole love/relationship thing? How do you know when it hits you? I'll neva understand these relationship things, I swear. I've been single and ready to mingle for a loooong ass time, and honestly, it sux ass!!! I don't wanna be soundin' all like I'm desperate or nothin' but just speakin' my mind. I guess for those that have been in a lot of relationships, the shoe would be on the other foot. But I can only give the perspective of a lonesome loser,so here goes nothin':I've always, and still do, have this idea of having a family some day. my upbringing was fun and i learned a lot. It would be cool to replicate that with my kids I guess... going to the gardens, teaching them to read, etc.
But in the words of my ma , when we would pine after the toys and trips, "If I had everything in the world, I wouldn't give it to you." So true, because such "gifts" create unsavory personalities and behaviors.
I dunno, I guess as you get older, these ideas tend to slap you in the face over and over again. As time slips away, you tend to kick yourself in the butt for all the missed opportunities, such as being more confident and direct, not tripping off of pleasing others and being yourself... you know, all the shy things that little "not so hot", nerdy college students go through.
As you age, you tend to say "f*ck all those mofos that dissed you in the past, coz someone may be around the corner." You can only say that for so long though, because how many corners are you gonna turn?... I guess I'll neva understand. Is getting my own "JOSH DUHAMEL" too much to ask?
Any thoughts on this whole love/relationship thing? I'm all ears...
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