“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.”

People keep asking me how my lovelife is. But for every person who asks me this question, to tell you the truth, I don’t know what to answer. So I take a few moments to think about it and I answer this with a smile:

“I think its okay.
I am happy.


It’s not like I can’t be happy without a guy in my life.”
And it’s true. But only part of it. I admit I feel lonely sometimes. It’s like my heart misses a certain “feeling”. It hasn’t beaten the way it did some months ago. The feeling of loving someone and being loved back is really a great feeling.After everything, I have concluded that relationships are so hard to handle. Like what I told my friend, to start a relationship you should be emotionally, spiritually, physically, everything-ally ready. If your answer is yes, then, you are ready for a relationship.


This may sound a little weird because you might think I’m taking relationships very seriously. But I think relationships should really be taken seriously. Because playing with a person’s heart is not the way it should be. I mean it’s ridiculous. People who play with other people’s hearts are ridiculous. They are insane. They should be placed behind bars!
(haha! Am I being mean? maybe, because I am bitter!)

I am so scared to give my heart to anyone. Because when I gave my heart away, it returned to me in little pieces. Broken pieces, actually. The problem is I don’t know how to actually put it all together again. Until I realized I’m still busy picking up the pieces of my broken heart. Up to this day.*The damage is too deep. *

 But one thing i have realised after the pain. It proved that I am a stronger person. And it’s a reminder for me to be more careful.



Although, it’s not an assurance. 

I believe that there is no perfect person or a perfect relationship. There is only a perfect couple who will never give up on each other.