This Fragile Heart ~~

Brick by broken brick, she tried to build a home again, to house her fragile heart.She'd built it many times before, but each time the walls would crumble under the pressure of broken promises and empty lies, leaving behind nothing but broken bricks in it's wake.

At first her walls had been strong and sturdy, weatherproofed to conquer any storm and virtually impenetrable.But, over time, the cracks began to show.Damp would make it's way up her walls in the dead of night and leaks would appear out of the blue.Before long her foundations were shaky and her walls began to crumble under the weight of her heavy heart.

So she'd start again, promising herself that this time she'd be stronger, this time her walls would be tall and strong and no man would be able to break them down.After all, she thought, I deserve more than damp walls.

But again, the walls began to crumble and the leaks began to spring.She thought she'd been stronger this time, thought she'd been wise, but somehow everything had changed so suddenly.She'd been so happy at first, but now all she was left with was heartache and tears.

It took every ounce of strength she had to build those walls again.She worked tirelessly, brick by broken brick. Each one a reminder of  every scar, every heartache and every careless tear.She worked until her fingers bled and her heart ached.Until finally, she had rebuilt what was broken and her heart began to heal again.This time, this time she promised, would be different.

You are ere ....

You are here...

Words reach us still, from far far away. And in an instant, we cover the countless miles that separate us. How can I say that you are far away when all it needs is a connection we share on an 'unwordly' level... Sometimes it feels like you are right here because human emotions have the power to reach out... across oceans... across seas... across mountains... across all barriers.

You are here and trust me, this time you are not alone. I'm right beside you my friend... If it's a rough ride, just hold on tighter! 

Here and now... And I hope it always stays this way, no wait... I hope it gets better and better each day.

You are here.

And that's all that matters.

ThanQ for always being there,To listen and understand me...

On ur birthday I wish you all the happiness n love that ur heart can hold n warm hugs that u can wrap ur arms around foreva..

AppY budday MunKoOOoOOo ...

Loads of huggies n kichus :*

Find Yourself, Baby ~~~

It feels like the whole world is bare open before my eyes for me to look and understand and take it in. I've always lived in a protected shell, and ended up being conned in the very place I called home.My heart leaps outward and my eyes search elsewhere. I'm looking at bigger plans, better people and a place of my own, sought out of my very own effort. The challenges only make you stronger, the set backs make you better and a loved one's treachery only makes you a better fighter. So go find yourself.

Ah, this map just makes my heart swoon with delight. Just look at this huge space filled with opportunities and swarming with wonderful, wonderful, wonderful people! Look at all the places you can go sight seeing to, all the people you can meet and so much knowledge still left for you to absorb.

Happiness is not around you, it's inside you; why are you straying elsewhere ? I'm on a roller coaster ride.How many people actually get a second chance at life? And do you know the key to living the best way? Don't let that beautiful heart of yours carry hate and malice. It's meant to hold love and tenderness. Don't lose that. Don't lose God's Personal Touch in you. 

All the Best  Anisha Athanasia Lobo ·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ 

Let this year leave you with a better, braver, happier person.

will miss you ..c u sOoN !!

Kichus :*

Run far.... far away !!

Unfinished stories have a way with calling out to you by your name. There is something vulnerable about them that invites nurturing; like a crying child who loses the way home. These unfinished stories want you to cradle them in your arms once more, to soothe them, deal with all their loose ends and complete them. How desperately you want to give in to all this subtle imploring and play the woman, the ever-nurturing mother. But what you don't know is that they want to seep into your system. That's the only chance they have for survival. Do not let these abandoned tales get to you. They are like slow poison. Run far, far away.

Saying HELLO to 2012 ~

We're all set for the new year, aren't we? [Does anyone notice time passes so quickly now??] A whole year has passed, sheesh ! Here I am, going through the tedious task of making a new year's resolution once more. Following or not following is another matter, having an over-ambitious list is a debate.. But hey, haven't you heard em say: reach for the stars!

 LIVE it!! I want too start doing things I want to do rather than doing only the things that I should be doing. I don't want regrets of living an unlived life. This is my gift, there's a reason I'm here and no one can understand that reason better than me. I'm going to be good to myself and I'm going to share what I have in me.

Lose weight: I intend to lose weight. I hate it when my old clothes don't fit and I hate the whole feeling of being lazy. I love the feeling of breathing clear and healthy, of being up and running on my toes practically the entire time I'm awake. I love salads and greens and every thing healthy. I love drinking lots and lots of water and see it clear me inside out. This year, I plan to be healthy again. My insanely continuous sweet diets have to stop!

[Yea, I look like that lazy kitty right now!]  :p

 

 Take the leap! I think I should be some place else, doing something else, something far better with my life...True, monetary aspects can't be ignored; but I'm beginning to think I have to take a leap sometime.

Why not NOW? What am I waiting for?

 

 

Sleep! I want to get plenty of sleep. Yes.
Period.
:P

Helping out! What's a life worth living, if it's not for the people around you? Thankfully, I'm surrounded by many people who share the same feelings for the poor and the weak, people in my family, friends and at my workplace. They are an inspiration. This time around I want to be part of them and inspire someone else! :)

 

Remaining Positive! I'll make an effort to be more positive.Every day that I write here about positivity is like a lesson for me too.  Focus, ambition, devotion... I'm looking towards an all new me. At least I want to give it a shot. 

Family First! I want to be a better person for my family. I wanna take the phone and call up all those friends that I lost touch with. Everything feels more wonderful when you've got people to share it with. I wanna work on relationships this year and take them more seriously. There might have been times I've seemed careless or indifferent, but really... I'm not. I'm gonna make up for all that.

 

 Being ME! Most importantly, I wanna be me.I've tried everything it takes and learnt you get tired once in a while: I don't fake it. I don't like faking it. I don't want to fake it. The people who really love me will love me anyway. 

It takes courage being yourself.

 

Here's to a wonderful New year ...

and a warm adieu to the old ..

Happy New Year!

*smiles*

Because the time is gOne ·٠•● Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

Dear Friend, Stranger, the Once-Upon-A-Soul-Mate.


Because every day wasn't my fault. Because I tried; I really tried.....
Because you couldn't see me. Because you didn't let me see you as you were; with all the goodness and all the flaws.....
Because I was going crazy. Because we had no end together. Because you owed me a better version of yourself. Because I deserved something better from you.
Time's up....... I don't have time left for you. 


Farewell.


                 Now Playing - Rolling in the deep |Boyce Avenue (Adele)

Welcome to the KoLaverimania !

Whether it may be any social networking sites like Facebook and Twitter, or the online media sites such as YouTube, everywhere the latest rage is about the song Kolavari di. This peppy number with bizarre lyrics is driving everyone crazy.
 Granted that Kolavari di  is a mish-mash of English and Tamil but it’s fairer to say it’s 80% nonsense.
“Kolaveri” is Tamil for “murderous rage,”
di- often used to call girls in a crude way (shortened form of de'ar),
soup- love failure (rejected),
mama- dude.
 it's no surprise that the song of a jilted boy asking the girl why she did that to him (Why this Kolaveri?) has become an anthem. The pure emotions of breakup is the highlight, which every single youth in this country can relate to. In fact, its mad lyrics are part of its success.

This music comes directly from heart without any second thought and deliberation on the consequences. Anything straight from heart lives to rule and amuses the masses. I am loving it!
 Here's wishing it all the more fame & success......Superu. Superu. ;)


Now What? ........... Enjoy this Friggn awesome song!! ;)

Here's the lyrics for those who aren't glued to this song yet :

 

The soup song

Yo boys i am singing song
soup song
flop song
why this kolaveri kolaveri kolaveri di  (x 4)

Distance la moon-u moon-u
moon-u  colour-u 
white-u white background night-u night-u night-u colour-u black-u
why this kolaveri kolaveri kolaveri di (x 4)

White skin-u girl-u girl-u
girl-u heart-u black-u
eyes-u eyes-u
meet-u meet-u my future dark
Why this kolaveri kolaveri kolaveri di  (x 4)