KnOck ** KnOck

It arrived at  his doorstep wrapped up in shiny red paper with a big bow on top.Not too heavy and not too big, just the right size and very attractive looking too.In a rush of excitement he signed on the dotted line and rushed inside with his package.Tearing off the shiny red paper as he went along sending scraps of red flying everywhere.Inside he found a box, neatly tied with string and quickly found a scissors to cut away the knot.

Curiously he opened up the box, filled with anticipation and eager to see what it held.He peeped inside to find nothing, nothing but empty air and a note which read:

I arrived at your doorstep on a sunny day, wrapped up real nice, all shiny and new.

Your eyes lit up when you saw me standing there holding my heart out to you.

I was so happy when you asked and I said I do.

I really loved you and I thought you loved me too.

So we walked down the isle and made precious vows.

We made so many promises and look where we are now.

The wrapping is gone now and all that's left is just us two.

I've no gifts left to give and  it's too late for sorries that are too long overdue.

To my unborn daughter and her broken heart ·٠•●♥

I wish I could make this part go faster so that you wouldn't have to feel all this pain.Wish I could put a band aid on it and kiss it all better. But it's not that simple, of course I know, I've been there and although it hurts like hell right now, there's a few things I want you to know.

I want you to know that, yes, love does hurt. It hits you right in the gut, strips you of all your self-control and leaves you with a bleeding heart.But you should also know, that love can be the best thing that you'll ever know.It can make you hop, skip and jump and that's just your heart I'm talking about.

I want you to know how much it hurts so  that when the real thing comes along, the lasting kind, you will also know how great it can be.I want you to know that although it feels like this is the end of the world as you know it, you will survive it and you'll be a better person for it. I want you to know that just like life, love is a learning process and that you have to make it through the crappy bits in order to truly appreciate the brilliant bits.

 So cry your heart out now my sweet, ball your eyes out until there are no tears left to shed.And when you're finally all cried out I can't promise that it will all feel better.No, I wont lie to you, like all good things it takes time.Time for your heart to heal, for the hurt and anger to pass, time for you to learn how to love again.

But, when enough time has passed and your heart begins to flutter again, begins to soar again, remember this:

Love hurts, but it also comforts.
It breaks, but it also mends.
It's bitter, but it's also sweet.
It's careless, but it's also fragile.
It drowns you, but it also makes you float.
It's angry, but it's also gentle.
It's suffocating, but it's also intoxicating.

And no matter how many times it makes you fall a part, you'll always come back for more, because love is what puts you back together.

This is me ·٠•●♥

This is me, flaws and all. No pretences, no airs and graces, just plain old me.I'm nothing special, no one famous and certainly not anyone you'd suddenly stop and stare at when you're walking down the street.

I'm just an ordinary person, making the best of the one life I've been given and hoping, by God, that I'm doing a good job at it.

I'm not competing with anyone, because I can only be judged by my own standards and letting down myself would be my biggest failure.Right now I don't know where my life is going but I know that it's moving.

I like taking risks because I believe it's the only way to stretch myself and actually experience life at a high altitude. 

I secretly love Dexter and Grey's Anatomy always gets me all chocked up. I love singing and it really gets me off in d privacy of my bathrOOm, as I get to play out my superstar alter ego .

I hate politics.I think people were born free and then some cocky bastards decided to rule the world. 

I dislike rude people and I generally try to get along with everyone.I think life's too short to go through it making enemies or sticking to a clique when there's a whole world of personalities out there that you've never even met. I love meeting new people and find people's life experiences interesting and inspiring.

I invest in people, as I think that it's the only share price that really matters in life. I'd like to think that I'm a good friend, one who really listens and cares and inspires you to push a little bit more when you're near to breaking point.My relationships with friends, lovers and family are the ones that matter the most to me.

I adore little people and take great pleasure in watching them grow and play.A child's innocence reminds me that no matter how far gone we might be, everyone was once just a simple child. I believe in the good of human nature and would like to believe that it will always prevail... eventually.

I am no more and no less than what I project.I aspire to live a life of purpose and really make a change in the world, particularly in the lives of young children.When I'm old and grey one day, sitting in my rocking chair enjoying a cup of coffee, I hope to say that I made a difference and that my life counted for something, because after all, simply living is not enough. 

So now you know...This is me!

This Fragile Heart ~~

Brick by broken brick, she tried to build a home again, to house her fragile heart.She'd built it many times before, but each time the walls would crumble under the pressure of broken promises and empty lies, leaving behind nothing but broken bricks in it's wake.

At first her walls had been strong and sturdy, weatherproofed to conquer any storm and virtually impenetrable.But, over time, the cracks began to show.Damp would make it's way up her walls in the dead of night and leaks would appear out of the blue.Before long her foundations were shaky and her walls began to crumble under the weight of her heavy heart.

So she'd start again, promising herself that this time she'd be stronger, this time her walls would be tall and strong and no man would be able to break them down.After all, she thought, I deserve more than damp walls.

But again, the walls began to crumble and the leaks began to spring.She thought she'd been stronger this time, thought she'd been wise, but somehow everything had changed so suddenly.She'd been so happy at first, but now all she was left with was heartache and tears.

It took every ounce of strength she had to build those walls again.She worked tirelessly, brick by broken brick. Each one a reminder of  every scar, every heartache and every careless tear.She worked until her fingers bled and her heart ached.Until finally, she had rebuilt what was broken and her heart began to heal again.This time, this time she promised, would be different.

You are ere ....

You are here...

Words reach us still, from far far away. And in an instant, we cover the countless miles that separate us. How can I say that you are far away when all it needs is a connection we share on an 'unwordly' level... Sometimes it feels like you are right here because human emotions have the power to reach out... across oceans... across seas... across mountains... across all barriers.

You are here and trust me, this time you are not alone. I'm right beside you my friend... If it's a rough ride, just hold on tighter! 

Here and now... And I hope it always stays this way, no wait... I hope it gets better and better each day.

You are here.

And that's all that matters.

ThanQ for always being there,To listen and understand me...

On ur birthday I wish you all the happiness n love that ur heart can hold n warm hugs that u can wrap ur arms around foreva..

AppY budday MunKoOOoOOo ...

Loads of huggies n kichus :*

Find Yourself, Baby ~~~

It feels like the whole world is bare open before my eyes for me to look and understand and take it in. I've always lived in a protected shell, and ended up being conned in the very place I called home.My heart leaps outward and my eyes search elsewhere. I'm looking at bigger plans, better people and a place of my own, sought out of my very own effort. The challenges only make you stronger, the set backs make you better and a loved one's treachery only makes you a better fighter. So go find yourself.

Ah, this map just makes my heart swoon with delight. Just look at this huge space filled with opportunities and swarming with wonderful, wonderful, wonderful people! Look at all the places you can go sight seeing to, all the people you can meet and so much knowledge still left for you to absorb.

Happiness is not around you, it's inside you; why are you straying elsewhere ? I'm on a roller coaster ride.How many people actually get a second chance at life? And do you know the key to living the best way? Don't let that beautiful heart of yours carry hate and malice. It's meant to hold love and tenderness. Don't lose that. Don't lose God's Personal Touch in you. 

All the Best  Anisha Athanasia Lobo ·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ 

Let this year leave you with a better, braver, happier person.

will miss you ..c u sOoN !!

Kichus :*

Run far.... far away !!

Unfinished stories have a way with calling out to you by your name. There is something vulnerable about them that invites nurturing; like a crying child who loses the way home. These unfinished stories want you to cradle them in your arms once more, to soothe them, deal with all their loose ends and complete them. How desperately you want to give in to all this subtle imploring and play the woman, the ever-nurturing mother. But what you don't know is that they want to seep into your system. That's the only chance they have for survival. Do not let these abandoned tales get to you. They are like slow poison. Run far, far away.